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[17 Dec 2009|05:32pm] |
im an idiot.
relationships make me panic and i always screw them up.
fingers crossed i didnt totally screw this one up. hopefully he can forgive me.
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[15 Dec 2009|03:52pm] |
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( 2009 -- stolen from michelle )
overalll 2009 was a good year. A year for growing and finding myself as an adult in this crazy insane world. hopefully 2010 will be bettter with less crying and more great memories with friends that will always be there.
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[14 Dec 2009|08:35pm] |
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cannot wait for the holidays.
which means home and not thinking.
which means hanging out with old friends. and that means you alex.
making some much needed moola.
and seeing the new boy for a much needed dinner and movie date + sleepover.
3 exams still to go.
and saturday morning i am out of windsor and do not want to think about it or a certain boy until the holidays are over. -- you cannot just tell someone via textmessage you have a baby. it just doesnt work tthat way.
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[12 Dec 2009|04:03pm] |
6 hour phone date with the new boy = <3
boo being so far apart.
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[11 Dec 2009|08:56pm] |
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phone date with new boy = <3
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[06 Dec 2009|07:09pm] |
fuck you, is all i have to say.
you are not worth any tears.
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[28 Nov 2009|01:15pm] |
why are boys so darn complicated.
im thinking about breaking it off with the guyim seeing. hes soo darn moody.
one minute hes happy the next hes pissed off at something and wont talk to me for days.
but he always says its nothing you did.
urghh. he makes my life so much more complex. maybe i should just call it quits.
EDITTT:
after last night i changed my mind. haha. were "seeing" each other and he reassured me so all is good.
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[23 Nov 2009|01:09am] |
dear livejournal followers i would like to take this post to state a few things. haha.
one its my birthday today! i am 20.
and secondly here is a recap of my birthday weekend.
( Fridayy )
( Saturdayy )
( Sundayy )
( Mondayy )
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[18 Nov 2009|02:07am] |
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so my birthday which i was excited for has gone down a lot.
everyone is busy, no one can go out, or they have no id.
so me and my roommate are going out friday to celebrate im going to wear the dress and shoes i bought for this specific occassion and meet up with dan (yes he better have msged me this time he was in windsor) downtown.thats the highlight. im soo depressed about this birthday being so sucky.
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[17 Nov 2009|10:01pm] |
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college in january i think so.
haha.
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[13 Nov 2009|10:22pm] |
countdown to my birthday is on!
haha sad but i already known what im getting from my sister and parents.
im getting a coach wristlet which ive majorly wanted and money.
haha. a much needed haircut is coming with the money. and birthday drinkson the 28th!
the dress i am wearing is veryy. um unique. its like a blueish grey with this weird avante garde dog print on it. haha. i loove it. its a bubble dress im soo excited. im wearing it with a black belt and black patent heels. im soo excited.
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[07 Nov 2009|08:19pm] |
soo i got my tattoo today. well i got my cross redone and beads added to it to make it rosary beads around my ankle.
well then i went to the convenience store next to my apartment the guy said that he took my tattoo offensively because the foot is like the uncleannest part of the body and to put rosary beads on it is unholy as a catholic should know. well you know what jesus washed peoples feet and its not actual rosary beads its a representation. urgh. some people.
you guys are catholic does it offend you?
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[18 Oct 2009|10:39pm] |
soo last night i went on a date with a boy. we came back here and we slept in bed until 2pm today.
he stayed all day and i mean its nice to cuddle and hang out with a boy but all day.. honestly haha.
needless to stay stuff happened. soo when we were watching tv. he tried to do stuff again. and i shot him down. so he got up and left.
im trying to be the bigger person and put my foot down. but man then he calls and asks me to go on a haunted hayride with him on friday but i have a midterm then. now im sitting here waiting for my roommate to come back. hopefully she gets here soon enough. haha i need to discuss with her last night because thats what we do best.
and i have 3 midterms this week so im going to be busy busy.
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[23 Sep 2009|11:31pm] |
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soo i got my box today from my parents in the mail. it was mostly like food but there was $30 worth of quarters (for laundry) and cable so i can finish putting cable to deanna and i's rooom.
but on my day with no classes what am i going to do my laundry that has been piling up since moving in. soo tomorrow is laundry and assignments.
soo ive been fighting with a friend since i got back. i keep trying to make things right but she keeps making it hard so ive decided imnot going to keep on trying when obviously she doesnt want. this weekend should be fun. it starts after class on friday yes i have a lab on friday. then me and the roomie are going to dress up pour drinks and go downtown for some funn.
fingers crossed its a good weekend.
and now ive applied like everywhere. i hope i get a call back from chapters and old navy. sobeys never called me back after applying and ive worked at a sobeys for like 3 and a half years. soo when i go home for thanksgiving im totally working haha. hopefully its not that humiliating.
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[19 Sep 2009|04:18pm] |
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so what am i doing right now sitting in my room.
why because my roommate has her boyfriend up for the weekend. and two all they have done for the past 2 days is sit in the living and watch tv. they havent gone out and done anything. they have just sat there and shes like ohh it wont be awkward of its awkward i dont understand have the stuff he says and he seems kind of rude and gangsterish. and i love that my roommate likes to cook all the time. yeah you know what she cooks. my food i bought. because she hasnt bought anything so far.
then she has the nerve to say oh were going to need more meat and stuff next week. well go ahead and buy some because i am not buying groceries every week. and she always tries to make weird things. im a simple person who likes simple things.
she cooked dinner last night and used two things of my pork chops because her "bf" was coming for dinner. well he didnt show up here until 10 and didnt even eat.
she didnt get any money from osap and got her phone disconnected and always ask to use my cell to call home (with a caling card) or text one of our friends to tell them something for her. well you know what if you wouldnt have gotten the stupidily expensive iphone and not pay your bill for 2 months no wonder why your phone got disconnected. she keeps telling me shes going to pay it and yet its been a week and she still hasnt.
i need a job. and have yet to get a call backk. urgh! i hate my life. especially being so broke.
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[14 Sep 2009|12:05am] |
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so i havent updated in a while but here is how my first weekend back in windsor went.
i one drank 2 smirknoff coolers and half a 26er of vodka and still was able to walk out the door to go downtown where it was beyond slow so me and the roomie dee bar hopped while i drank a lot more. i made friends with a bartender who owned a bar and am now a vip. haha. i attracted some weird guys when i came barely walk straight. so dee and i came home and i ate left over dinner.
then saturday i drank the rest of the 26er and went downtown bar hoppped, made friends with a club promoter, got free drinks, made friends with a dj and met some marines because the boat was docked here in windsor. and yes they were in uniform. i drank even more then friday ended up with $20 worth of loonies, could barely walk then met a bunch of girls i knew, fell off a stool bruised my leg, danced with randoms. and really could barely walk and therefore went to shawarma. oh and did i mention i had very indepth conversations with the taxis drivers and was told by my roommate that i told them my opinion of thier strike haha. all in all no hangover and good weekend.
ps. we finally got our cable and internet hooked up it only took a week and a lot of movie watching. haha
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[03 Jul 2009|02:43pm] |
so i went to the doctors yesterday for my super swollen left tonsil.
i have mono or strep throat. boo and cant go to work so ihad to call in for all my shiftsthis weekend.
hopefully its just strep and not mono. but since ive started taking medicine for strep it hasnt gotten any bettter.
fml. only this kind of stuff would happen to me. urgh!
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[04 Jun 2009|07:00pm] |
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well i have finallly sucked it up and ordered the part i need for my laptop.
well the power cord is what i needed and hopefully that will be what is wrong with it.
anyways once i get it i will do a fulll update on life at home. haha.
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[26 Mar 2009|12:27am] |
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well. i found my apartment.
i am excited. its mine as of august. well mine and deannas.
its $400 a month inclusive, 5 minutes from campus, clean, spacious for a two bedroom, on the bus route, and safe.
i am in loove haha. we meet withthe guy next week to put down our deposit and sign the lease.
3 weeeks left! wooot then home for the summmer. and back to the grocery store haha.
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